Friday, March 23, 2012

Just Do It Already!

So it's day 31 and still no period. But I've wasted like $15 on tests to tell me that I'm not pregnant over the last week...sigh...so I'm still in purgatory.

I disclose all this information because I'm on vacation from work for 11 days starting today. I'd like to go on a fun vacation, perhaps even back to Vegas...hopefully to do it RIGHT this time. The thing is, I need to know what "state" I'm in before I make plans or get in my car and put the pedal to the metal. Okay, I guess I don't need to know, but I would certainly like to know.

I guess I'm just frustrated that my body isn't really back to normal; a 28 day cycle this month and regular PMS symptoms would have been a really sweet sign. And it irritates me that I'm still sad some times. And I can't tell whether my horrible eating is just a coping mechanism or if I'm using my sadness and stress as excuses to eat badly. Clearly a lot of both of those reasons, but still...

Where are you going on vacation this spring? Hopefully in a couple of days I'll be sipping Cabernet Franc on the Niagara peninsula. Or scheduling doctor's appointments. Or not being a fat bum on my couch.

4 comments:

  1. hmmmm 3 weeks and no post. I vaguely remember the last time you abandon a blog...... :)

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    1. Yup yup. 5 weeks now and still no new post.

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  2. What's going on with you? Is everything okay?

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